Soooo super triggered. I'm really really tired, which makes me want sugar. I had dinner at Katie's and I was driving home and I wanted to do my usual route to Safeway to pick up chocolate or ice cream or donuts. I didn't, I'm home now, but really really fixated on eating sugar. I know it will pass. I know if I eat sugar right now it will make my blood sugars go up, it will throw off my body's detoxing process, and I will be regretful. It may taste good right then, but it won't fix how I'm feeling. I'm grumpy, I'm anxious, and I'm kinda sad. It'll all pass, but right now it feels hard.
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